Think of it this way, u loyal to your company but ur company might not be loyal to you. At the end of the day, it boils down to whether u are happy or not. That's the most important. If you can't fulfil your wish to have a complete family, then what's the point of having a job that is secure or pays well? It's a chain reaction.....if u are happy, u are motivated to work, if u are motivated, u performed well....then no reason for employer to fire you. Just follow your heart.....the old folks always said 儿孙自有儿孙福. Ur child will bring your wealth. Don't worry too much. Not good for health.